Expression session would hit right now. I’ve seen the trends. I’ve been around those who talk about their best people they surround themselves with I’ve chosen to not carry on to your ways because ooooo weee pain and you’re messing with my spirituality by being spiteful. It’s okay so connect with your people but in that way, no, keep me out of that mess.
Although you raised me mid childhood it is not morally acceptable what you put me through. That gap, that freaking gap of time you were not in the scenes is when I started to get hurt. Where were you? Were you off with another lover because the one you were supposed to be there with was there, kind of. You were absent. Then another showed me how to be fast. Why her. Why was she the one to pain my future.
I now have to be okay with the way I was brought about from your young adult friends and family. Forget you for not being present because none of it would’ve happened if you were there from the start. But you were so worried about yourself. Forget you!
Now I have to live with a specific way that you talk to me, about me, and spread gossip like the cream cheese spread on your bagels that you purchase. Forget you.
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