This year has been so different. This is the longest I have been without being in a relationship with someone else and I can tell you it has been a challenge and it has offered so many differently new experiences but what sucks is when the past creeps and steps back up just when you think it’s your time. Weird how your past seems to overrule your future.
When you try to move on with a new mindset there will be someone in the back trying to control the way you think and feel by bringing up your past so at this point you can mind your own business. A flaw I’ve noticed is when you try to live on to make new with someone else if they aren’t on the same flow as you then they will try to make their family interfere with your life and that’s a loaf of smooshed bread on a hot summer day if you ask anyone really.
Some people are not capable of making new relationships since they are surrounded by people they’ve been friends with for years so there will be that special connection they have with their friends when you’re around. And that is something one may cherish and one may even take advantage of those friendships or relationships and throughout my studying I’ve seen that. It really can make or break a mind and connection.
Feeing as if you have to be constantly moving in a way that is going to make you successful is a feeling that you can’t ever let go of. Making it or not. You don’t have to keep going and that’s a reality that some don’t want to reveal. You are who you are. If you want to keep running around and being on the go then that’s your confident decision.
Not everything is solely on family. If you’re upset, block someone and see how they are towards you. If it’s online or in the sight just block or ignore them because not everyone is significant if your life which is a reality that is known by all.
Are you driven?
Are you focused?
Is your career over with? Or are you still searching?
Listen. But don’t listen entirely much more than you may need to. The ones who seem like they love ahead of you are the ones who actually are moving back. Hypothetically speaking on one special someone. No names mentioned because that’s unnecessary and that’s when one tries to play a blame game. Are your people as real as those authentic tacos? You know that answer.
Although the unknown but known pertains to each day you wake. You have to know where your future is. Being alone is something no one wants but when you have a team trying to make you feel that way that’s when you must step in and make those changes because they have deeper issues to deal with then to attack someone else along the lines of the ones you may or may not know or the ones you have mutual friendships in.
You can’t always lose in life. From personal experience failure is only temporary. Temporary people will always be temporary but only until you meet them again later on in the near.
Being solely reliant on someone else to being solely reliant on yourself to being reliant on another is a repeating pattern. So I will never trust anyone who says they did it alone because that would be selfish. If you are around people you ARE not doing it alone. Point blank.
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